As
I am realizing that I do not know what I want to major in, I have had to ask
myself a lot of questions. Even though it is frustrating that I do not really
like the small offering of majors at my school, the Lord is really making me
search within my heart of "what moves me" and to not let that shape what is and isn't offered at my school. It is actually quite intriguing to think hard about
what I really enjoy doing. It is even more intriguing (and calming) to know
that God has known my passions since before I was even born. I have even been
THANKING Him lately for knowing my passions even when I do not. The chorus of one of my favorite songs right not is as
follows:
Don’t
stop the madness
Don’t
stop the chaos
Don’t
stop the pain surrounding me
Don’t
be afraid, Lord, to break my heart
Just
bring me down to my knees, yeah
Sometimes
when things are going too well for me, I tend to shrug God off, but when He
brings chaos in my life, I begin frustrated and confused but I end up on my
knees crying out to the Lord and seeking Him. So, even though I so badly want God to reveal to me what
my major is and what my career is, I am enjoying being on my knees seeking the
right relationship I need with Him, and being at peace with the fact that He
will reveal in due time. For now I just need to be happily in love with Him.
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